 | Fina in 'da house!! | May 27, 2006 |
So now I'm back in working world. Sometimes I feel like I lead a double life; one as a student and another as auditor. Obviously i like the student life better :P Currently I'm really bz. My 'normal' working hours is 9am to 9pm. Which is rarely. My "usual" working hours is 9am til 12am. And during weekend we r expected to work too.. giler tak? Dah le x tentu lg OT bley claim byk mana.. adeyyy Yesterday a colleague asked y i look so stress. Mana x stress.. asyik tanya bila bley submit. Aku keje sampai at a point sakit kepala gile n rasa nk muntah. Then I stop n go home. Gile exhausted. I like this job. I don't like the tight deadline and the crazy hours. I like working in a team of young people, full of energy and ideas. And crazy or not, I like to debate about accounting standards, whether my client applied it correctly or not. I feel like all my studies didn't go to waste, it's applicable to my job. But- that crazy working hours!!! Y la kita kena "pandang ke timur"? Kalo kita "pandang ke barat", sure tak keje teruk2 kan? U know, the western think that overtime shows u r inefficient. which sometimes true. But then, maybe if people didn't quit being auditor like every week, then we wouldn't be short of staff, then our portion of what to do wouldn't be so big. It's this short of staff problem, 1 person at least do a 2 person job. I wonder what I should put in my resume later.  | <> | Jul 19, '08 8:01 AM
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Orang kata, "Ada hikmah di sebalik setiap yang berlaku" Orang kata, "sakit menghapus dosa" Dan aku tertanya-tanya, "Banyak sangat ke dosa aku sampai sakit silih berganti?" "Bertambah dosa sebab complain... huhuhu" I have reached the point of giving up Maybe I'm not as strong as I think I am
Last Friday was my bday. I'm turning 25.. how time flew. I can't believe I'm 25, still feel like 20. hahahhaha. I feel old...
Anyway, I started the day with vomiting.. got really bad cough recently that few times, I have to run out of my class to toilet and vomit everything! Damn.. this is sure not a way to celebrate a bday.
The girls in my class took me out to TGI Friday and got me a Guess handbag. Thanks u guys, I'm very sorry that I'm not in a joyous mood,the pain is killing me.. huhuhu. Well, nevr had public singing bday song for me so it is one of the moments to remember. Thanks again :)
And last night, got my 2nd piece of cake, which also due to my really bad cough, I couldn't enjoy it... huhuhu.. very very sorry. I love cakes!! It really broke my heart to see the cake untouched :(
On another note, I involved in an accident last 2 weeks! I'm not going to get u bored with the details, only that I'm okay but my car wasn't so I'm having problem going class etc. Once again, friends came to the rescue!! Picking me up every morning and sending me home after class.. I'm very grateful to have these people in my life. I'm just sorry I troubled them.
So, that pretty much wrap up the latest news in my life.
Oh yeah, exam in 2 weeks and I'm not ready!!
Semalam aku jadi "gila" sikit. Tetiba dok asyik sms org tanya sape2 ada plan nk g cuti tak, cos aku rasa stress gile, rasa nk g cuti sgt2. Sape yg dpt msg aku smlm maaf la ye, otak aku tgh stress gile, rasa nak g lari je. So few friends ajak aku spend weekend with them. Ada ajak g swimming, ada ajak g main bowling dgn bapak dia, ada ajak karaoke, ada ajak g spa... tapi semua aku reply, "akan difikirkan". Aku nk g beach.. x nak g mana2 shopping complex... huhuhu. Stress la, dah la sem dekat felda. Kalo x, sure aku dh drag dia.. huhu. So, aku call abah. Bgtau aku stress, nk holiday etc. Bley abah kata, "Ok,jom lah g australia". Isk.. bapak aku nih.. bley buat lawak gitu. Takkan la last minute takde apa2 plan nk pegi? Lain la kalo ada duit melimpah ruah.. huhuhu. Maksu aku balik Kedah petang nih. So aku pon ikut balik skali. Dah plan dgn abah g Penang or mandi air terjun je. Family aku slalu kalo g Penang, diorg g shopping, aku nak g beach. Tapi ahad mak dgn adik kena sekolah. Isk isk... Kalau la Malaysia ni selamat, dah lama aku g bercuti sorang2. Tapi sbb mcm2 hal bley jadi, kang tak holiday lak aku, dok asyik concious dgn keadaan sekeliling. Masa kat UK dulu senang. Rasa selamat jalan sorang2. Stress, bley amik bas g Morecambe, jalan tepi beach. Jalan sorang2 kadang2 lg selesa, lg tenang. Wish I could do that here. I've been staying at my aunty in Bandar Utama for 3 days now, ehehhe. Well, she got a maid, so I don't have to bother abt lunch n dinner, although I did most of the cooking, still, got the maid to clean up the mess! Heaven! :D So, I just concentrate on my study.. yeah, right. Well, I think I did okay until yesterday, I spend most of my time playing games.. hmmm. So I decided to go home today. I'm not efficient here anymore, I need change in environment! Yesterday while chatting with my aunty, she told me that her 'boss' mentioned abt the impact on the high price of oil. He said most of the people like us, didn't really felt the impact. Infact, our lifestyle seems to be the same. We still spend big bucks eating outside. Still no car-pooling or public transport when we move around. But the low income class people. I read in the paper abt people in Sabah/Sarawak, who used diesel for their generator. And this increase made a huge impact on them. Heck, even 10 sen is a big amount for them! My aunty boss told them that once, he went to Baling/Sik, in Kedah. I tell u, I never been to that part myself, it's very far and very very 'kampung'. Even the language is different! I hardly understand them although I live in Kedah myself. Theirs got influenced by Siam so their slang are more towards Siam. Neway, he said when he went there, at one of the house he visited, the owner asked his kid to go to shop and buy 10sen of sugar. 10 sen! Not 1 kilo! Meaning 10sen is a big amount for them. Us? 10 sen? No value at all! Heck, even to some us, 10 ringgit is like 10 sen. Now, what do u think the value of 10 ringgit to them? Maybe to some of them like a thousand. When I went out lunch with a colleague a day after the price increase, I complained to him abt this high price. Then he just looked at me, and says, "Come on la, there's no impact to us. Our salary can afford that price." True. It's not me i'm concern abt. It's the people we never know, we never met, that live far from the city, heck, even there r some who lives in the city can barely make ends meet. We never know these people cos we never rub shoulders with them. Those cut in allowances for ministers/governments, is it enough? I never really know how much these allowances are until the opposition came out with the figures. Whoahhhh... so thats where taxpayers money went... I'm not sure where Malaysia is going but it doesn't look good. I'm scared for her future. Been repeating "Pocketful of sunshine" by Natasha Bedingfield. Really liked that song. I tend to like a song that I can relate to. The lyrics had a different meaning to me. As for this one, it's really what my heart been feeling. "Take me away...." Here's the full lyric. Guess I really need it when most of the things around me sucks I got a pocket,
got a pocket full of sunshine
I got a love that knows that it's all mine
oh, oh, oh
Do what you want,
but you never gonna break me,
sticks and stone are never gonna shake me
oh, oh, oh
[Chorus]
Take me away (take me away)
A secret place (a secret place)
A sweet escape (a sweet escape)
Take me away (take me away)
Take me away (take me away
To better days (to better days)
Take me away (take me away)
[Interlude]
I got pocket,
Got a pocket full of sunshine
I got a love that knows that it's all mine
oh, oh, oh
Wish that you could,
but you ain't gonna own me
do anything you can to control me
oh, oh, oh
[Chorus]
[Hook]
When the slaves that are go
Where nobody knows
and I call it home
When there's no more lies
and darkness is light
and nobody cries
there's only butterflies
[Chorus 2x]
[Chorus + interlude]
The sun's on my side
Wave me for a ride
I smile up to the sky
I know i'll be alright
The sun's on my side
Wave me for a ride
I smile up to the sky
I know i'll be alright
Study break is here again! But instead of enjoying it, I've been attending classes non-stop! We've got 3 weeks full of class and only got 2 days break between the class. Horrible okay. By the end of the last class, most of my classmates (yours truly included) been begging the lecturer to finish the topic asap and just forget the extra question she wanted to do, huhuh. It's that bad. My brain couldn't take it anymore. It was very very tiring. Anyway, this week I don't have any class and also am not going to work, as I planned to spend this whole week study.. hmmm.. wonder how many hours study and how many hours doing other things.. heheh. Got mock exam this coming weekend. Yesterday went out with zara, we watched KungFu Panda. The movie is okay, not too boring and not too funny either, ok laaa. Then we shopped! Hehhehe. Shopping is really a great stress reliever :P Zara been asking me when is our next karaoke session. Then I showed her my class timetable, pointing when my next available weekend will be. Hmm... 29th June baru free, before that, got mock exams and classes. Sorry Zara, karaoke have to wait, heheh. Well, I'm off. Need to go study (yeah right) Ciao! I have a confession.
I've fallen in love with….
KL!! As we drove around the Penang Island yesterday, it hit me. Can I move to Penang? Will it be ok staying there.
What if I want to lepak with my friends? I cannot just drive for 4 hours just to lepak with them, right? How?
What can I do if I get bored?
So, those questions hit me and I realised, maybe I'm not yet ready.
Not ready to leave my life in Kuala Lumpur, not yet anyway.
The BIG Question, when is it I'm ready??
Arghhh... tough question. Tough decision. Funny when a year ago, I told my friends that I don't really like living in KL. The hectic lifestyle, and no place to go to unwind myself (nature), that time I've decided I'm not going to stay long. I'm moving.. moving to Penang. More than a year passed, I have favourite places in KL. I knew which dessert place to hit when I'm stress. I knew who to called when I need a company. And I knew the KL roads better than those who live in KL all their lives! Maybe I could live in Penang. All we need is time, right? Last weekend I spend both saturday n sunday at home, working!! By sunday evening, I felt depressed that I didn't go out doing anything that weekend. So, sms my uncle (35yrs old, single, available, looks ok) who got classes for both weekend (he's taking professional exam). So, later, my uncle, my sister and I have dinner at Paddington House of Pancakes (very yummyyy) and we catched the "Over her dead body". The movie quite okay and funny, so overall, i can say i still have a good weekend! :D My work is tiring enough that I tried as much as I can, whenever possible, to rest, relax, do something I enjoy. And I easily get satisfied. A movie, a very nice dinner, or just reading great books, I can smile and forget all the worries already. And I especially reserved my weekend for those things so that I can start Monday with a different feeling (though still get Monday blues sometimes :P). So, when my weekend was filled with works, I hate that. I will try to get my deserved break! hehehhe So, I did have a nice weekend (and my Monday sucks!) . Wht abt u? I'm sick .. spent my Sunday lying on bed :( I wish I could take MC tomorrow, see how, if turn out worse, I don't even think I could drive to work and my team mates just hv to accept i'm sick! Been sick since last Thursday but still going to work on Friday cos deadline is tight and clients been giving last minute documents so... hmmm Haven't been to doctor yet, will go later.. i'm just too tired to drive to clinic, at times like this, I wish that someone is near.. huhuhuhu.. sound sooooo pathetic right!Duh I don't like it when I cough. I've got really bad chest pain.. anyway, i rather have flu or fever, but cough, really dreading it.. huhu. Just hope this time there won't be any vomit bla bla. Actually, yesterday (saturday) felt better so went out with zara n sem. Went to book fair at pwtc (my 3rd time there.. huhu) then later catch movie "definetely maybe" at Midvalley. Anyway, reached home around 11 and by 2am, I'm start coughing bad and by 3am, I still couldn't sleep. PLease please let the cough go away. Need to work tomorrow.. huhuh | Freaky | Mar 22, '08 12:12 PM
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Freaky incident occurred to me last Friday. Currently, I'm auditing my current client alone as my other team members are scheduled to join me later. So that means I will lunch alone, on my own. Well, after few one-woman job, I'm already used to it. So last Friday, I decided to go to lunch around 1+ so that I could eat my lunch in my peace as the men performed the Jumaat prayer. So there I am, just starting to enjoy my lunch when suddenly out of nowhere, a man came n sit next to me. I looked at him, but he just sit there like nothing happen (he didn't even carrying his lunch or anything, just sit there). I looked around, there's a lot of empty tables around, y he's there? Tried to continue eating but after 5 mins, seeing that the guy not going to move, I felt so scared that I just stand up and leave the foodcourt. Scary okay. So I ended up feeling very hungry that day. Got my dinner at mamak near office around 7 and start to get stomachache later until now, my tummy still hurt, huhu. Food poisoning? Gastric? What la that guy, really spoilt my day. BUt it's kinda freaky right? Suddenly just sit there, not doing anything, staring at you, iskkk... I'm not sure how I'm going to eat there later. This week is a movie week for me. Saturday – watched “Horton hears a Who” with Zara. It was really funny and enjoyable. Liked the part where the elephant imagine himself as air.. hehehe.. just shows that if you believe you can, then u can :P Sunday – watched “Flood” with Aan. Finally both of us got some free time to hang out together. I’m not sure when the last time we hang out, but it seems so long ago. We had fun ‘tawaf’ cineleisure/curve/ikano… hehehe. Thanks Aan, lenkali we get ur Mr Comot to belanja us okay? Hehee Wednesday – thought it’s got the Wednesday special rate (rm6), instead cos the next day is public hols, the rate is normal rate. Neway, since I already queued, just bought the tickets. Watched “Chronicles of Spiderwick” and it was good. The goblins really hideous and the ending quite funny, the way that evil guy whatever-it-name-is died. I mean, he turned into a bird then get eaten by the pig. Oh well. Thursday – Thought I’ve got enough of movies but then Sem called. So, together with Zara (see how frequent we met?? Hahahha :P), we watched “10,000 BC”. Thought it’s a serious movie cos when I read the synopsis, I was hoping to see mankind fight mighty beast. Instead, we had a good laugh in the cinema, and so, overall it was enjoyable. Please, no more movies this weekend! Hehehe. Have to start saving… erk! p/s: More friends wanting to resign from audit world. This is not good, at all~ | Hmmmmmm | Mar 17, '08 12:20 AM
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I easily get sick these days. Usually it's a flu or sore throat. Wish I could take mc but work prevent me from doing so. Yeah, I have become the 'slave', cannot even rest when sick. And lately, I easily get headache too, especially when I'm stress about work. Last week when I get back from office around 2am, I nearly hit the divider in front of my office. My mind seems 'blank' at that time. Felt like zombie, driving home. It's scary and dangerous, I know. I'm not even sure how us auditors survive actually. What driven us to work long hours willingly. What stop us from leaving? Neway, I've got headache right now so figured distracting myself for a while from work might reduce it. Anything else that can help me reduce stress? Think happy thought? (Boss face appear and kill all the happy thought) I am so eager to exercise my vote for the first time on this upcoming election. Address on my ic is my home address in Kedah thus I have to go back to my hometown to vote. But.. I can’t find any bus tickets!! All have been sold out! I cannot afford flight ticket. Or drive on my own. How??? Anyone going back to Kedah to vote? Maybe I could try to hitchhike? Erk! Monday blues~ I’ve got headache since this morning which made me feel so lazy to work. I wanna go home and sleep and rest ‘til the headache gone. I want to go to Penang ~ =P Happy stuffs: - had a great weekend. Went out with the girls to watch Dunia Baru & CJ7. - Window shopping!! Bising gile changing room kat MV tuh.. hahhaha. - Went bowling but I lost! Ish ish - It’s just felt nice to spend time with them again. It has been quite sometimes since bunch of us hang out together. Let’s do it again, ok girls? World seems a better place to live in when you've got people to run to whenever u feel happy/sad/bored. And I'm one of the lucky ones, to have these kinds of people in my life. It feels great. I can just pick up the phone and start whining my probs knowing the people at the other end actually listen. Given that I’m not whining every time I call them, or else they may not pick up my call again.. hehehe. I treasure my friendship and relationship. Not all of them though. I guess I’m a selfish person, I only value those that have 'give and take'. Not just me giving/taking all the time. Not saying that I didn’t value other friendship that ‘only take everything’, but I only treat it as normal friendship. Nothing extra, just normal friends. Isn’t it supposed to be like that? Only care those who care abt u too. Time change people and suddenly u realize u don’t have anything in common anymore with your good friends. Meetings that usually fill with chit chat suddenly turn into formal conversation or worse, silence. Phone calls stopped. You’re not best friends anymore. It’s hard and sad but that’s life. Try to hold on to friendship as long as you can, at the same time make new ones. If it suddenly stopped, try to re-kindle it. As for me, I'm glad I've got few people I can count on. Lean to when I'm falling. World become a happy place to live in, thank you to all these people. Sometimes I wish my life is different. Whenever any problems arise, I wish I'm a different person. I wish somebody else would step in, solve the problem then I would be problem-free!! Heheh, yeah, someone is trying to run away from probs. I think it must be on majority of us wishing lists.. hehehe. Bought a watch last weekend. Been eyeing for that watch since last year (when I lost my watch) but spent a long time thinking to buy or not. Last weekend, while shopping, abah went into a watch store and bought a chronograph watch and he offered an installment plan for me.. hehehe. So he paid for my watch and I'll be paying it back in 2 installment..so it won't really affect my salary which is great. :D Last weekend my friends got married and I missed their wedding cos I'm at Kedah. I've been missing 2 weddings already, huhuh.. sorry!! Family have to comes first.. hmmm. Congrats to Farid & Ayu on their marriage. May the marriage and love lasts forever.  I'm beginning to feel the pressure when more friends start leaving the single life. *Praying hard for my turn*  Currently at client, counting the seconds the clock turn to 5.30pm. I'm going back to Kedah tonight, by bus. Hopefully the journey will be ok. So scared hearing abt accidents lately but I'm just too lazy and tired to drive. I'm not feeling well lately, flu and fever keep coming up. More reason for not finishing up work on time? Huhuhu. I want to whine.. abt job, abt everything but.. Will u listen? I've been meaning to update this blog but multiply wouldn't let me! Donno y, lately it took so long to load then it 'hang'. I was thinking of writing somewhere else, blogspot maybe. Latest news: I'm still alive :P. Just passed my professional stage exam (Alhamdulillah). And today I just started on new client. Back to work!!!
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